Friday, June 25, 2010

Stomach Sore To Touch Pregnant 33 Weeks

the restaurant


During a dinner in a crowded and noisy restaurant, but nobody cared about me, I saw clearly the many conversations of people around me in their truth: exchanges of information, messages, relational acts, for more mechanical and deterministic (albeit very high-level), that activates natural and physiological mechanisms in the deep complexity of their brains. And the identity of all those people for a few moments as it is dissolved and remains only an underworld of impulses and stimuli that activate an intricate network of actions and reactions, I was able to contemplate in this way, the illusion of ego, which is only a representation of conventional unit natural processes, apparently the result of a will that is indeed something different from how we represent it. Negatively, however, (that is, exclusion, or to exhaustion) I could appreciate the reality of a compound that evaporates from the disruption of natural processes considered as the "self": what we might call the 'I-am ", and Timeless Witness relocated, the backbone of consciousness, able to stand outside and look down into the endless game of fears, desires, unconscious automatic responses and reactions.

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